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Shadow Boxer Pt 1
05:22
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Tell me how to bleed
I don't know who runs through me anymore
Searching empty scenes
Tell me how to break
Follow every crack in the dam
Melt me down and bring her to me
Tell me how to live, tell me
Tell me how to feel
All I am are leftovers
Everything falls into the pit beside me
Tell me how to grieve
Nothing's letting go inside me
I wanna be okay
Tell me how to live again
Tell me how to live, tell me
Tell me how to live again
Fragile in the dark I'm invisible
Leave me in the car to cry again
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3. |
How Did This All Start
03:48
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How did this all start
One single explosion
To tear us all apart
I can't remember what it feels like
To be whole again
Living off tangents now
Spare parts and pieces
Carving our own differences
How did this all start
Where do our troubles come from
Were they taught to us
Were the flaws born within us
If we could rewind
Can we forget the bad ones
Erase them from our minds
Would we forget our own existence
Watch it over that one mistake
Over, over, over, over
Could we start again
Or will they find a way
Back into our lives
Is this all an experiment
Were we meant to be
Looking for something else
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4. |
My Body Talks
04:50
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De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
Da da da
De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
Da da da
Da da da da
De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
Da da da
De un de ah-ah un day ah oh oo wa
De un de ah-ah un day ah eh yah un
De un de ah eh ah yan un da eh un
Dan da eh yan da eh ah eh yan
Dan da eh yan da eh yah un day
Dan da eh yan da eh yah ha
Dan da eh yan da eh yah ha ha
Dan da eh yan da eh ah eh yan
Dan da eh yan da eh yah un day
Dan da eh yan da eh yah ha
Ha ee ya ee ya ha hey ya he-oh-eh
Un de un de de ha de da
Un de un de de ha de day
Un de un de de ha de da da
Un de un de un de de ha de day
Un de un de un de un de de ha de da
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Un de de un de un de de ha de dah
Un de un de un de de ha de day un de
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De ha de da
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Un de un de de ha de day un de un de day un de de dam
De ha de day
De ha de dam
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De ha de de de de de
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De ha de de de de day
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De un de ah-ah un day ee oh oo wa
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5. |
Shadow Boxer Pt 2
05:20
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I used to fight myself I couldn't find any other way out
Now I prepare myself I listen carefully to deeper doubts
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6. |
I Am Beginning
06:38
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Day dum da day dum da day dum da day
Day dum da day dum da day dum da day
Your words were fire
Made gaps in my body
Trapped behind glass
I became a museum
You were the backdrop of my subconscious
Now you're no longer bigger than your name
You're just a number now hell is falling
Brick by brick I walk out between the cracks
I'm beginning
I can't help but look back
Shards of your words turning to sand
Time slowed and all detail exposed
You are crumbling for good
I can see into another world
All your projections start falling like mountains
They were the pillars that propped me up
The more I saw the more I wanted more
Dee dee dee da da
Dee dee dee day
Dee dee da da
Dee dee da da da day
Da da da da da
Dee dee da day dee dee da deur doo
De de de de day
De de de de day day da da dum
Dum da dor day
Dee dee dee dee day
Dee dee dee dee da deuh doo
Dum da dor day
Dum da dum da dum da de de day
De de de de de de de dum (doo)
I am free like a fish from a net
I cannot bleed my pain can't leave yet
My legs feel new like they've never been used
I don't have to be what you built me
I am free I can love myself
When I cry when I forget what I look like
Live like nobody's watching me now
Now
I'm beginning
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7. |
The Fear That Stays
04:07
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Wonder
Why I feel amazing
When I am crazy
Frantic worshipping
To find anything
In the reflection
Digging up demons
My unforgivable diamonds
What's the difference anyway
Empty emptier too late
I was never safe anywhere
Everybody has a script
Telling them what to think
Teardrop
On the watershed
Which way will I fall
Swaying 'til I belong
And I'm lathered
In fake armour
Chasing those soft spots
But they are just weapons again
What's the difference anyway
Empty emptier too late
I was never safe anywhere
I will see that all along life is the escape I was looking for
Fear it likes when I'm there, somebody there
Fear it likes when I'm there, holding me bare
Fear it likes when I'm there, another body to share
Fear it likes when I'm there, holding something so bare
Fear it likes when I'm there, someone to keep it alive
Fear it likes when I'm there, feeding off my inside
Fear it likes when I'm there, it knows that I'm scared
Fear it likes when I'm there, living in me somewhere
Fear it likes when I'm there, but deep down it is scared
Fear it likes when I'm there, follows me everywhere
Fear it likes when I'm there, nowhere else to go
Fear it likes when I'm there, doesn't like being alone
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Jemma Freese UK
Jemma Freese is a composer, arranger, keyboardist, synth player, pianist, vocalist and spoken word artist based in the north of England.
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